CURRENTS: The Collected Writings of Jessica Williams

TABLE OF CONTENTS

How my playing is changing
Pianos and ways to play them
Choosing my instrument
Hypothyroidism...a walk in the dark
60, The Best B-day Ever
Wake Up
A Dream I Had
The Next Big Step
Trying to Help
Kurt Vonnegut Jr
Doug Ramsey
Glenn Gould
Jazz is NOT dead
Enemies of Freedom
Fantasia
Ali For President
Forgiveness and Freedom
i me mine
The Leroy Vinnegar Room
The Three Rules of Everything
My view
I'm in a dream
Digital Portraits
Drawings of mine
My poetry
More poems
Available to the moment
Learning by Doing
Illness as teacher
The Garden
Art by Tuv, Nerdrum, Matta
Jessica, why don't you come here and play?
Our attention
The Static People
God is such a big word
If you want Paradise
Following the Silence
Following the lines
If only
Beginnings
Puppy Days
People ask me
A Musician for all Seasons
Ten Things
Great moments in Pianistic History
Resting up
My three nights with Tony Williams
Life as Contest
Mary Lou Williams
Doing Jersey with Philly Joe
Stream of Consciousness #1
Stream of Consciousness #2
Where's my sun? Where's my health food?
Calm Mind
Intimacy
My Work
As close as I get to a "mission statement"
Build your own web site
Are we nuts, or what?
The Fantom
The light, the dark
A few recent awards from JazzTimes
Like Minds
My new band
Eulogy for Leroy Vinnegar
My trio at Yoshi's
Long live Elvin Jones
Doing the hang with Dexter Gordon
Coltrane's light
Epidemic of Dishonesty
What's good, what's not
Watson
A Little Dog
A NEW Little Dog
Truth and Lies
Women Musicians
Music for powerful times
My poetry
More poems
A friend writes a book
Jazz and codes of conduct
Playing for all the right reasons
Miles
Monk
My favorite things
The emotional plague
Battle of the mini-titans
About playing, about being
About challenges, gifts
About performing
We the Living
Senior discounts, Fujitsu 100 Cold, Dead Fingers, more
Links-i-like
Links-i-like reloaded
Jessica reviews Jessica
Things to do, tunes to play
Things we would rather forget need to be remembered
The Discriminating Gatekeepers
Taking responsibility for the Music
Age
Beliefs
Old News
Mel Brooks has a nice face
I Have a Dream
About CURRENTS
Prayer
Legal, copyright

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Wake Up!

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Based on how most Buddhists interpret the Dalai Lama's teaching, the steps of waking up include:

Meditating on the core of silence within the center of the mind.

Observing the shifting contents of the mind carefully, separating out anything that sustains suffering and illusion.

Unraveling the ego's version of reality and piercing through the ego's claim that it knows how to live properly.

Facing the truth that everything in nature is impermanent.

Letting go of materialism and things.

Becoming detached from the self and realizing that the individual self is an illusion.

Being mindful of one's being, overcoming the distraction of thoughts and sensations.

Abiding by a set of higher ethics whose basis is compassion for other people and reverence for all life.

 

Not doing too well at it, are we?

Well, we can all help each other through this. We need to share our methods and our discoveries. We need to post them on the Internet and tell them to our friends. There are ways OUT OF THE TRAP. It takes courage and it takes will. The Western mind has little time for a monastic life of Buddhist practice. But it must find time for a common-sense approach to living. Our present approach, as a species, is bombastic, destructive, violent, greedy, spiteful, and unsustainable.

Some of us will stumble onto things that'll help others. I have, recently, I think. I include them here. They may have no bearing on your life whatsoever.

 

Remove yourself from ANY relationship, business dealing, personal involvement or passing association that is inequitable and unfair to you in ANY way. If it diminishes you in ANY regard, be it in the area of respect, honor, dignity, awareness, reputation, self-esteem, financial worth, or ANY other area relating to the vital life-force that you possess and that is YOU, get out of there. Immediately.

 

Don't worry if you don't get that $20,000 job. If it has strings and asks that you barter your soul, your worth, your skill and your standard, and you take it, it will steal a little bit more of your already-damaged life-force. If you turn it down proudly, the money will come back to you in many unique ways, often in larger amounts than you ever dreamed.

 

If you are a musician think like a builder. If you are a cook think like a plumber. If you are a writer think like a painter. Remember that all things are open to you if you live without walls. Learn to cook, to build, to paint.

 

Do NOT litter. Do NOT spoil your nest. AND DO NOT SPOIL YOUR BODY. Do NOT trust your government to care enough about you to supply drinkable tap-water. This is not your father's world. Don't eat anything smarter than you are. Don't eat sentient beings. Don't supersize yourself at strip-mall eateries that specialize in the recycling of toxic non-foods disguised as chicken nuggets. These are not things you would feed your dog, not if you love and respect your dog. If your dog has been raised on good, healthy food, he or she will turn their nose away from this filth and refuse it. Likewise, a healthy dog will refuse to drink tap-water. Learn to trust your dog and other animals. They are here to teach us how to live.

 

Love is the only answer to any question, any dispute, any illness, any war. It sounds ridiculous, doesn't it? Then, imagine Jesus prescribing a war to fix a dispute. Imagine the Dalai Lama screaming "death to the infidels!" The ridiculous answer is often the right answer.

 

If you are waking up up feeling bad, just generally bad, that means something is wrong. Work on it. Don't blame the person sleeping next to you, don't blame your neighbor, don't blame anyone. Don't blame yourself! The answer to the question you are asking is locked inside of you. When you start doing the right things in your life, you'll start to wake up feeling good. The world as you see it will change. You will get well.

 

Maybe none of this is true for you. It has been true for me. I wish you all the best!