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CURRENTS: The Collected Writings of Jessica Williams

TABLE OF CONTENTS

How my playing is changing
Pianos and ways to play them
Choosing my instrument
Hypothyroidism...a walk in the dark
60, The Best B-day Ever
Wake Up
A Dream I Had
The Next Big Step
Trying to Help
Kurt Vonnegut Jr
Doug Ramsey
Glenn Gould
Jazz is NOT dead
Enemies of Freedom
Fantasia
Ali For President
Forgiveness and Freedom
i me mine
The Leroy Vinnegar Room
The Three Rules of Everything
My view
I'm in a dream
Digital Portraits
Drawings of mine
My poetry
More poems
Available to the moment
Learning by Doing
Illness as teacher
The Garden
Art by Tuv, Nerdrum, Matta
Jessica, why don't you come here and play?
Our attention
The Static People
God is such a big word
If you want Paradise
Following the Silence
Following the lines
If only
Beginnings
Puppy Days
People ask me
A Musician for all Seasons
Ten Things
Great moments in Pianistic History
Resting up
My three nights with Tony Williams
Life as Contest
Mary Lou Williams
Doing Jersey with Philly Joe
Stream of Consciousness #1
Stream of Consciousness #2
Where's my sun? Where's my health food?
Calm Mind
Intimacy
My Work
As close as I get to a "mission statement"
Build your own web site
Are we nuts, or what?
The Fantom
The light, the dark
A few recent awards from JazzTimes
Like Minds
My new band
Eulogy for Leroy Vinnegar
My trio at Yoshi's
Long live Elvin Jones
Doing the hang with Dexter Gordon
Coltrane's light
Epidemic of Dishonesty
What's good, what's not
Watson
A Little Dog
A NEW Little Dog
Truth and Lies
Women Musicians
Music for powerful times
My poetry
More poems
A friend writes a book
Jazz and codes of conduct
Playing for all the right reasons
Miles
Monk
My favorite things
The emotional plague
Battle of the mini-titans
About playing, about being
About challenges, gifts
About performing
We the Living
Senior discounts, Fujitsu 100 Cold, Dead Fingers, more
Links-i-like
Links-i-like reloaded
Jessica reviews Jessica
Things to do, tunes to play
Things we would rather forget need to be remembered
The Discriminating Gatekeepers
Taking responsibility for the Music
Age
Beliefs
Old News
Mel Brooks has a nice face
I Have a Dream
About CURRENTS
Prayer
Legal, copyright

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Table of Contents

  1. About Currents: my brain on xhtml
  2. Disassembling the piano: I'm full of opinions and other combustibles... for example, I believe that pianos have too many strings, or at least I did when I wrote this article
  3. Choosing to buy a 7'6" Yamaha Conservatory Grand: it is already changing my life. For the better
  4. How I and my piano have bonded: a sort of diary/love story, I guess
  5. Approaching the piano: How to sit, how to breathe, how to eat, how to get free at the keyboard...an on-going treatise
  6. Presenting a wonderful video of Erroll Garner: When I am BLUE, you will find me at this page
  7. Hypothyroidism, a walk in the dark: feeling dead-tired, old beyond your years? Hair falling out? No appetite but gaining weight? Ears ringing? You may just be playing with a bad drummer, watching too much CNN, or you could have one very serious disease...
  8. Marion Hayden: wow, can she play
  9. 60 - The Best Birthday Ever: I've never had a b-day like this! And I have a very special and significant reason to celebrate, and I hope you read this, as it might impact your life too
  10. Crossroads: a beginning or an ending
  11. The Grace of my life: why now? Because I'm ready
  12. I'm Thankful: my web site, my friends around the world, my music, and my future
  13. Hope, a dream, and Aiko: the beginning of a new way towards making crystal-clear art, a way of cleaning bugs off of the windshield of the soul
  14. Songs for a New Century: an important, crystal-clear, transparent album for me and for you and for our collective hopes and dreams
  15. What life is: and there's actually some mystery to all this?
  16. My view: good music should change your life upon hearing it
  17. Another Lifetime: goodbye, 20th Century, and a poem for Keith Jarrett
  18. Trying to Help: how does a mere thousandaire help save the planet?
  19. A Dream I Had: what can I say? We all have aspirations. I used to want to play at the Village Vanguard
  20. The Next Big Step: big ideas start as nebulous concepts and focus into powerful agents of change. Is your music as relevant as you want to believe it is?
  21. Beginnings: there can be no happiness without freedom
  22. Puppy Days: the colors are getting vibrant. I'm in a cartoon and I like it
  23. People ask me: answers to oft-asked questions. And more about that word gig ... and I use the word word loosely
  24. Jazz: just a word?: it's not about others defining us... it's about us defining ourselves...
  25. After the JazzTimes "Before and After Test": why it doesn't matter how you play, only how politically correct you are. No apologies. I'm a Mac Gurl, and I don't do Windows
  26. Kurt Vonnegut Jr: I know everyone has to graduate. To die. But why him? Why anybody, as he would say
  27. Doug Ramsey: a fine critic, writer, and good guy. I somehow survive the dreaded JazzTimes "Before and After" test...
  28. More Glenn Gould: sitting so low and climbing so very high and speaking to me, through technology, across an abyss of time ... leading me, changing me, teaching me
  29. Doing Jersey with Philly Joe: Philly Joe Jones was royalty, and I was very young, very out there, and very lucky to somehow wind up in his band
  30. My three nights with Tony Williams: playing with Tony changed my life - one of the greatest musicians of all time, and a drummer too!
  31. Mary Lou Williams: her advice to me is one more good reason I'm still here. As women musicians we never forget her legacy and must always revere her profound impact on our art
  32. I'm in a dream: It's my dream and I designed it
  33. Digital Portraits: some Photoshop images that worked out, and a few real keepers
  34. Drawings of mine: rescued by the Wayback Machine, in pen and ink, and not the digital kind, either
  35. My poetry: the creation of a poem can still be an act of defiance, of irreverence, of hope, of protest: it can also be an act of pure incompetence...
  36. More poems: more recent poems, including one I really like for Elvin Jones. As one gets older, one's poetry grows simpler and more direct. And isn't it hard to believe that there are those that at one time made their livings writing poetry...
  37. Jazz is NOT dead: it's not even sick. It's just growing up. I think I was trying to convince myself of something here
  38. Fantasia: letting my Conservatory training sing through me in a language not jazz, not classical, but mine alone
  39. The Monk Runs Deep: no one deserves another tribute more than he, and I'm just the one to do it ...liner notes to Deep Monk, a release of mine, out now
  40. Ali For President: back when we were in love with Muhammad Ali... ok, I was in love with him
  41. Wake Up: there are ways out of the trap
  42. Raw facts, Raw Feelings: women under Islam suffer unimaginable tortures daily, while "feminists" in the West remain largely silent... this is a war against women
  43. Jessica, why don't you come here and play?: I would if I could. The music business doesn't quite work that way. I wish I could...
  44. Forgiveness and Freedom: Once you realize that your life is sacred and blessed and beyond the judgment of other human beings, you've come awake...
  45. The Leroy Vinnegar Room: my words, painted in florid script, all over the walls in a hotel room in Oregon. Who knew?
  46. The Three Rules of Everything: here they are again, for me and for you
  47. Available to the moment: most instrumentalists aren't available to themselves, the moment, or the audience, much less the Music
  48. Learning by Doing: not all places are the same, but each can teach you something
  49. Illness as teacher: Keith Jarrett inspired this article. It's about feeling bad, and playing piano, and not playing, and growing wiser, and healing
  50. The Garden: one day we're in heaven and the next day we're on hold, waiting to talk to tech support in India
  51. Art by Tuv, Nerdrum, Matta: and a few pieces by me
  52. Our attention: we take on the power and the tone of the things that we try desperately to avoid
  53. God is such a big word: in my hands, in the galaxies, like grains of sand
  54. If you want Paradise: Never serve false masters
  55. Following the Silence: listening closely to silence, the notes start to form out of nothingness. Another attempt to express the inexpressible, and how we can stop making Music and instead let it make itself
  56. Following the lines: they're there to tell us the truth, which way to go, what to do, and when. Mr Trudell knows it. I know it too
  57. If only: we could accept that we are all one
  58. Todd Barkan: it only took 30 years to figure out
  59. i me mine: about selfishness, selflessness, and the balance we seek
  60. A Musician for all Seasons: What Dr Billy Taylor means to me: my own musical tribute to him
  61. Ten Things: Ten of the most valuable things you have
  62. Great moments in Pianistic History: well, I thought it was funny
  63. Web Tips: you don't have to be a super-coder to enjoy the web
  64. Resting up: that's what I'm doing
  65. Life as Contest: all of us famous (sic) musicians live in castles with moats, get $100,000 per performance. This, and other various hallucinations
  66. Stream of Consciousness #1: why didn't I think of this sooner, I can write anything I want to... anything at all... and not worry about being even vaguely coherent
  67. Stream of Consciousness #2: it's obviously a good idea, so I do it again
  68. Where's my sun? Where's my health food? or, how many ways can you prepare dirt and rocks?
  69. The exploding chicken style of jazz music: invented and patented by Berklee™
  70. Calm Mind: the Dalai Lama is just like you and I. That's what makes his message so important right now
  71. Intimacy: there's different kinds. Maybe the most salient feature of this age is the lack of it. We are measured not by our capacity to fill the world with love but by our ability to fill the bank with money
  72. My Work: I know about my Music and my Truth. The things that I don't know (and these things would fill a LaCie 500 Gigabyte super-drive) I'll leave to the know-it-alls
  73. As close as I get to a "mission statement": it works for me
  74. Build your own web site: the one most positive a musician can do besides play their instrument
  75. The light, the dark: some children fear the dark, and obviously most grownups fear the light
  76. A few recent awards from JazzTimes: it's wonderful to read wonderful things about yourself in the 'zines. And CD of the year? Not to mention TWO in one year? But why was I not notified?
  77. Like Minds: saxophonist Sarah Manning and I talked today
  78. My new band: it doesn't get much better...
  79. Eulogy for Leroy Vinnegar: my tribute to a great musician and exemplary friend, my esteemed associate
  80. Eddie Marshall: such a great drummer
  81. My trio at Yoshi's in Oakland, CA. I always love playing with Ray Drummond and Victor Lewis
  82. Long live Elvin Jones: without him, Chasin the Trane or Vigil or A Love Supreme would not exist. The greatest drummer in the world has left us, but also he left us a legacy
  83. Doing the hang with Dexter Gordon: at 6'5" he was more than a giant in stature. He changed all of us that knew him, all of us that heard him play. He was the Sophisticated Gentleman
  84. Coltrane's light: his A Love Supreme still sustains me after all these years. His words light my path, and his playing lifts my spirit and cleanses my soul
  85. Epidemic of Dishonesty: just when you think you've balanced your books: SOP!
  86. What's good, what's not: if we're not entering the dark ages, we've at least entered the dim ones
  87. Watson: dog, familiar, ally, survivor, super-hero, teacher, sentient being, courageous spirit. To me he's all that and more
  88. A Little Dog: There is no value in anything if there is no love. The grieving, the epiphany, and the beginning of inspiration. My friend is dead, and I'm not the same. I'm in pain, but I'm better for knowing him
  89. A NEW Little Dog: Meet Ruby. I think that dogs are pretty amazing, and much more advanced than us in some ways. Well, at least more advanced than me
  90. Truth and Lies: I had written this piece, and then removed it from this site, only to find it posted on someone else's site. It's the article that won't go away. So I brought it back home
  91. Women Musicians: a compilation. There's less and less of us, so we can't quit now. If you're not on this list but should be, let me know
  92. Music for powerful times: for our lives, unto our deaths, this is OUR MUSIC. We give it freely to the world to promote and foster harmony and freedom and peace
  93. A friend writes a book: contributions to the sacred feminine (so rare in yang, patriarchal culture and philosophy) from authoress Linda Underhill
  94. Jazz and codes of conduct: we play this Music in the shadow of giants. All ghouls who feed on the souls and the gifts of others, read this
  95. Playing for all the right reasons: Some critics still say Dexter played too many cliches and that his time was bad. Well, I was there, critics. Dexter made us ALL swoon
  96. Miles: "Teo, play that... once... let me hear that once... Teo... Teo..."
  97. Monk: The Monk runs deep
  98. My favorite things: Saps at Sea by Laurel and Hardy. John Coltrane playing Too Young to go Steady, or Miles Davis playing It Never Entered my Mind
  99. The emotional plague: WR's theories were so controversial that he has been virtually eradicated from Western culture. He must've been on to something big
  100. Battle of the mini-titans: they might think it's hip to put other people down. It just makes them look little. And if they read this, they'll surely know who they are
  101. About playing, about being: it's pure will and absolute purpose without the arrogance of ego. It's Bruce Lee walking on the ceiling. With ego, you fall on your head
  102. About challenges, gifts: existentialists, take note. When we question ourselves we break the trance of the true reality, the one that goes on when we sleep, when we eat, when we simply do anything at all without trying
  103. Love in the Age of Flu: a short complaint about flu and why it's no fun anymore
  104. About performing: since grand pianos always open to the right, your right side is the side that audiences will always see. So this is the side of your face that will break out before a concert. This has no bearing on pianos, but seems to be a universal law, like gravity
  105. We the Living: jazz is not always healthy for me. I know it. I complain too much, so other people know it too. But I won't eat food I dislike and I won't play music that makes me ill. Now I stop complaining and start making the new stuff, the stuff I love. It's all about getting back to the garden
  106. The Rebirth of America: this is the land I love, and how that love affects what I do and how I do it
  107. Senior discounts, Fujitsu 100 Cold, Dead Fingers, more: I am more than a 12-minute experience. It takes me at least 15 minutes to say hello properly and find the soft pedal
  108. Links-i-like: building web sites, css mania
  109. Links-i-like reloaded: music sites, record labels (be very afraid), lots of music resources
  110. Jessica reviews Jessica: this gives one an opportunity to experience Sartre's nausea without actually reading Sartre. This is probably a good thing. I review three of my own performances and get good grades
  111. Things to do, tunes to play: bandstand amnesia no more. A list
  112. Things we would rather forget need to be remembered, for our own sake and for the sake of future generations. Especially now. The Holocaust through one person's eyes - a discourse by Elie Wiesel - don't let anyone tell you it didn't happen, or that it can't happen again
  113. Taking responsibility for the Music: some MORE things I'm not supposed to say
  114. We've been thinking: how nice it would be to have our country back
  115. Age: how you can stay clean in your dotage
  116. The Dragon Lady is Back!: why working at the most famous jazz club in the world might not be such a good idea
  117. Belief: better believe in yourself. You're cooler than you think
  118. Old News is better than bad news. Basically, a potpourri of writings that have been de-blogged and are now consigned to the morgue
  119. Mel Brooks has a nice face: British researchers theorize on what Jesus really looked like
  120. I Have a Dream: the great speech of Rev Martin Luther King
  121. About CURRENTS: is it a blog? What's a blog? Who cares?
  122. Legal, copyright: boring but true

 

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